oh dear.

i haven't felt like blogging, which is weird because i usually love it. but now i just feel like having a nice picnic in the swiss alps with a couple kind-hearted creepy looking real life garden gnomes... awkward!

cleaning my room is so crazy, especially if you're doing it all by yourself. which for me, is right now. the clutter is amazing. i took out all of the hidden junk and laid them bare in the open and man... why do i have so many unnecessary stuff? yet, i'm still so scared to throw anything away because... either 1) i'm afraid that i might throw away something i might need in the future or 2) i'm afraid of not having the clutter that i am used to... geez. this cluttery room has officially grown to be a part of me.

anyway, cleaning my room is like entering another planet. like you have to explore and venture through it just to discover new lands, new waters, and new clutters. but i hear it's very cozy and homey. and i'd like to agree. so that makes me happy.

more about my first day of winter break, later =)